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I am VALERIE KOH
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Thursday, August 20, 2009

)): had a secret blog two years ago but forgot the url etc.. i wonder why i randomly created another blog now..

The reason is friggin simple. I have to vent out all my frustrations, sadness, numbness and all the bloody emotions that i have bottled up till today.. i thought being in love is the happiest thing that could have happen to me.. As all bffs would know and laugh at me all the time...

" Aiya, what's there to be sad about relationships? it's better not to see each other too often.. then we wont get sick of each other so easily mar!! FRIENDS FIRST, BF SECOND"....

I WAS BLOODY WRONG EVEN though i yearn to be right.. cos that shld be the valerie that everyone knows.. the girl who always laugh like an idiot no matter what happens. guess i really needed medication to stop all the silly thoughts habouring in me. i HATE myself right now..

i know that u were v sweet and nice(: tolerating my temper, tantrums, impatience, lateness etc.. yet, have u really wondered tt deep down in my heart i'm also trying my very best to be happy whenever i'm with u. all bcos i knew that time wasn't on our side. it really hurt me so much to see u busy with so many frigging hall stuffs and yet trying ur very best to meet me.

sometimes i wonder shld we even meet for that few pathetic hours.

I've evolved into a gal with internal emotions struggle. BUT i always got a solution.which is to push everything aside for the moment. sadly, the evil creatures will creep out late in the night to draft out a sleepless night once again.

I'M OFFICIALLY TIRED AND SICK OF WAITING, PLANNING, DISAPPOINTMENT AND love .

bye :s

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